"Fucking..." It's barely more than a whisper while Jim rolls his eyes. "Thanks to me? Felix I still don't know what's going on. I can Guess at quite a bit and I'm not sure which part of it is more goddamn upsetting. How long are you going to keep pretending that I'm an idiot?"

Really, it's Jim's own fault in a few ways. If he's right and Felix did go back to that hellish place on his own it was surely because he didn't want Jim or Stratos to be forced into going. It's only making his chest ache all the more.