"I just meant..." Felix hesitates, looking like a deer in the headlights. He can't hide from the issue when Jim brings it up so directly.

He'd really hoped he could avoid this at least until they were more rested. Should have known better: should have realized the captain would find no rest until some of this was out in the open.

"...I thought Kav told you most of it," he says carefully. "You said before... you knew where I'd been. That I'd gone back... there."