"...But you aren't always honest with yourself." So much tension there and Felix wants to soothe Jim's anger, wants to back down. Except that he's afraid too that Jim doesn't understand why Felix acted like an idiot. He needs to explain himself-

"I know we talked about this stuff, after the storm. I know I promised to share my plans with you, and I should have. I would have, I swear, if it hadn't involved... Rielle."No hiding from the name now, no use any more in flinching away and hiding from the thought of it. "I just want to know that if I tell you about something like this you won't insist on putting yourself in danger. That you'll think about yourself, too."